Monday, October 26, 2015

Internal Turmoil

A predicament makes it way in our life and it takes our belongings or people who were part of our daily life. We loathe it and feel so hurt that we wish to end ourselves. IT destroys our routine life and provides us with a situation very different from what we had. It is a miserable removal from our comfort zone. We hope to end ourselves but we realize that life still deserves us and it also expects from us and by that we work to alter our state of mind to be able to comport with the situation, and maintain sanity but it is not an easy work.


We start to feel apathetic towards whatever reminds us of our earlier state since we feel sad the moment we grow nostalgic. We may detach ourselves from everything thinking that that is an objective way to heal yet we are forced to do so due to the constant afflictions upon us.
We come to understand that indeed everything can be lost, and the only thing that remains is our ridiculous naked beings.
A person who has strong positive convictions can be able to through such a tunnel and realize many things and come out well refined.


Or minds are malleable and attaching hardships to lessons is a great thing for our hearts and minds. It provides a lesson for the person suffering, but a lesson of depth which may be an abstract powerful notion that is not tangible. For those who expect tangible acquirement after going though hardships, they will even suffer more as they realize that their situation might be getting harder seen from an apathetic objective lens. We are well aware that the world which is guided by macro-physics is functioning upon material causal pathways but other files are more interconnected having various factors in action.

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