My subjective experience is reality!

The weather is rainy, a cool breeze can be felt too, the scent made by the touches of sand and water make their presence in the atmosphere. Yesterday was sunny and this scent couldn’t be experienced. It was a normal dry day, and dryness is becoming a normal feature in many aspects. Myself just remarked a weird sentence, “but tea is not dry”. I wonder if one day I could be sipping dry tea. The weather appears soporific and I just woke up, but why is it this way. I grabbed my phone and called my friend to know what good could he come up with to do in this day. We call people to ask them to fill our lives. Emptiness, now that’s a very deep and disturbing issue. Emptiness is constantly experienced by us and we call others to fill this void. Can our close friends even endeavor to do something with this void? Maybe he is as empty as me and maybe even dry. Should I call an empty dry friend to try to sooth my illusory  empty feeling of mine? I am not dry, but I feel that I am empty. I am not always empty. It is just today, and yeah some days ago I felt that too. My mind is so active as it is counting the days I felt this emptiness, Alas, no need to count this matter. Let me see even I could draw something from an empty person.

That guy is really weird. He finds the weather beautiful and exciting. I never expected stupid suggestions from him. I was shocked when he suggested that we could go and watch a certain festival that is held downtown. Does this weather even provoke someone to watch something jolly? Festivals… absurd… I tried to convince him that this weather just calls one to introspect the awful happenings in this world. Life is getting really disturbing and my friend has plans of watching vacuous acts presented by average-minded clowns who are foolishly doing acts and stupidly saying words to engage the audience in something entertaining. I can see why our world is constantly degrading. I couldn’t imagine that he said after getting entertained there, it would be nice if we go and play bowling. I was about to tell him that he is indeed empty and silly too. Hasn’t this person heard of seasonal depression that haunts people during the winter season. He must be ignorant. Two years ago I didn’t know about it. This year I know about it and I can sense it. This weather is just horrible and mind paralyzing, but I also hate the scorching sun that is mostly present in our place. Summer reflects dryness and it reminds us of our dry relations and heated feelings. Winter makes us feel a heightened emptiness but my friend is absurd and I can’t trust his brain anymore since he things that this season makes you exciting and summer makes you a bit lethargic yet the bright sun gives him a buzz of energy to plan his nights beautifully.